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This blog captures the musings and anecdotes of the daily life of a Malaysian who is now living in Melbourne, Australia.


It's almost time to go.

It's nearly the end of my three weeks in KL.
I've endured my time, and packed almost all I need to return to Sydney.

I came back to KL to settle quite a few things, aside from spending time with my parents. I've closed all my bank accounts and settle my finances here.

One thing at a time, where I'm trying to keep my emotions stable.

I would like to spend more time with my family, but I've made a decision to go down a path that has been paved for me.

When I asked the Lord what I was to do, He made a way. It was just a matter of time anyways. I can't live forever with my parents, and have to leave them eventually. Perhaps if my endeavour fails, I will consider coming back to work with them.

When I asked the Lord for a sign, one door after another had opened. 

In the end, nothing easy comes to those who do not do the hard yards. Granted that I can't do everything on my own, and there will be times that I am just going to cry in frustration, and probably cry at wondering whether any of this will actually work out, or was it just a figment of my own imagination at wanting to step out on my own.

I am not sure how it will work out, apart from the fact that I have a skeleton blue print, with my parents at my back, and God in front.

At the point of time when I decided to go down this path, I realised that many of my own dreams and plans had to go down the drain. Dreams which I put aside.

Is all this worth it? I do not know. I really have no idea.

If this endeavour does not work out, I may have to consider going home.

Philipians 3: 12 
Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. 
13 Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 
14 I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

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